By Scott Armstrong
I travel a lot: around 80 days a year actually, not including our home assignment, which is a state of permanent flux anyway. Being able to visit so many cultures and share with fellow Christians from other nations is an enormous blessing! At the same time, at the end of a trip there is nothing like arriving home.
Sometimes I wonder what it was like for the Israelites to wander in the wilderness those 40 years. Sure, we know from Numbers 14 that they brought it on themselves with disobedience and lack of faith. Still, I cannot imagine four decades of life (!) spent without ever feeling at home.
Moses was the leader of that wandering brigade. And he starts one of his psalms with a profound statement of praise:
“Lord, you have been our dwelling place throughout all generations” (Ps. 90:1).
It is likely that he wrote those words during the last forty years of his life. The years without a home, waiting for the Promised Land he would never experience. So how can he testify to having a “dwelling place”?
A dwelling place is not just a house. It’s possibly an even more cozy term than “home.” Some versions translate this Hebrew word as “refuge”, and God is certainly that. But for God to be Moses’ dwelling place is to say he feels safe not just with Yahweh, but in Him. It is to declare that he does not just receive rest from Yahweh, but in Him.
Safe. At rest. In God.
In the Christian tradition I grew up in, we talked a lot more about God, through Christ, living in us. After all, how could you be a true believer if you had never “asked Jesus into your heart”? While Christ living in us is a biblical concept (Rom. 8:9-11, Eph. 2:22, Col. 1:27, etc.), we frequently neglect the reality also mentioned often in Scripture: us in Him.
In Colossians 3:3, our lives are described as being “hidden with Christ in God.” God is that secret, safe place where we huddle up with Jesus. When Paul addressed the Athenians on Mars Hill, he explained that God is not far from any of us, “for in Him we live, and move, and have our being” (Acts 17:28). God is a home for His people, and it is a spacious place where we can relax and move about with freedom.
We are not invited to be guests of God. We are not invited to be live-in servants in his palace. No. The invitation is to make our home in Him.
We can be the recipients of copious and undeserved amounts of hospitality as we travel. But the one place we will feel truly ourselves is at home.
And home is not as much a place as it is a person.
From past to present, men and women have been kicking off their shoes, leaning back, and putting up their feet in the cozy living room named Yahweh. And now my prayer is that for generations to come, my kids and grandkids and great-grandkids would know that they can play and laugh and cry and sing and veg and love and eat and relax in Him. I want them, too, to dwellin their Lord and find true home in Him.
“Thou hast made us for thyself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee.”
–Augustine of Hippo